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I've been so lazy and uninspired lately. I've even neglected to do a few assignments (paid postings), imagine that! I'd normally grab assignments happily but now, it seems like I've lost my blogging mojo again. My sucky internet connection is partly to blame... the other part, well, blame it on yours truly.

I've got so many pending work... unsettled stuff from the previous months. I keep pushing them aside thinking I'd be able to complete them the following month. Now, it's almost year end and I have yet to complete certain things that I've targeted to be settled in 2 months' time... (sigh). No use complaining though. Note to self... I will get things done before the year ends.

I did something quite nasty recently... by being blunt. I'm normally a tactful person. I mean well, trying to be respectful and all but at the same time, I feel so stressed out. So a couple of days ago I told myself enough is enough. No more being miss nice girl. I wrote everything on a piece of paper and told this person exactly what I felt. It was direct and to the point. I didn't care if that person hates me forever... but it sure felt good to finally tell someone off. I don't feel agitated anymore. I feel empowered! LOL!

For me, I would rather a person be honest with me (even though it hurts) rather than say nice things but say all kinds of nasty things behind my back. If we have issues with someone, we should face that with him/her.