I’ve been depressed these past few days. It’s something I have to compromise on and it makes me feel as though I’m not good enough. I’m not heartless; I’m quite thoughtful of others, courtesy of my late mom’s gene. Most of the time I’m very tolerant with the happenings around me but when something distresses me, I become the complete opposite of myself; like a monster. I’ve always had a fiery temper but I suppressed them. Only those closest to me know about it coz they’re the ones that get all the bad vibes from me. Kesian diorang… I don’t like being angry, it zaps your energy and nobody likes being with a grump. Yeah, I should take an anger management course. I would if it really helps… hehe. Have you ever felt so angry with someone but you couldn’t tell them off? Maybe coz you fear the consequences? Your anger becomes volatile when pent up for too long. So, what does one do?
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Jekyll And Hyde
I’ve been depressed these past few days. It’s something I have to compromise on and it makes me feel as though I’m not good enough. I’m not heartless; I’m quite thoughtful of others, courtesy of my late mom’s gene. Most of the time I’m very tolerant with the happenings around me but when something distresses me, I become the complete opposite of myself; like a monster. I’ve always had a fiery temper but I suppressed them. Only those closest to me know about it coz they’re the ones that get all the bad vibes from me. Kesian diorang… I don’t like being angry, it zaps your energy and nobody likes being with a grump. Yeah, I should take an anger management course. I would if it really helps… hehe. Have you ever felt so angry with someone but you couldn’t tell them off? Maybe coz you fear the consequences? Your anger becomes volatile when pent up for too long. So, what does one do?
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