Sayonara 2010...

I get nostalgic whenever it's the year end. This is it... the final day of 2010.

Overall, the year has its' share of ups and downs for me. There are plenty of unsettled stuff... I suppose those have to be 'carried forward' to next year... which is just several hours from now. Never mind... kenot settle, what to do la kan... not like it's the end of the world. :D

I'm taking a slower, wait and see... be-in-the-background approach lately. In other words, I'm just being cautious... well, maybe too cautious. I admit I'm not the risk-taker kinda girl. Never been... perhaps on a few occasions I did but I felt uncomfortable. Just not my style. I like to plan things... wayyyy in advance sometimes because I hate slip ups.

Of course there are certain things beyond my control... like the weather, my temper, morons, bla, bla, bla... but one thing I have taught myself this year is not give a dem to what other people think. I have had enough of trying to please everybody. I feel like a monster at first but then it felt good not having that lump of 'grrrrr' in your heart. Sometimes one has to be evil to be kind. My intentions are good... maybe the approach is not the proper way but heck, who cares about being proper nowadays. People just pijak your kepala in return.

Haha... geez, I sound like an angry woman. Well, I am. Don't fear me, please. I don't eat people without any valid reasons. I'm just writing what I'm feeling right now. I'm not always the sweet-sweet girl people imagine me to be. LOL!

Tomorrow is a brand new chapter. Goodbye 2010... Hello 2011!! Happy New Year everyone!