Gone But Not Forgotten

2011... first and second day went extremely well. Today... on the third day however, my uncle (dad's step brother) passed away... and the worst part is not being able to go back home and bid him my last goodbye :'(

I just came back from the boys' school when I checked my FB and saw my niece's latest update. My heart took a big tumble and dove 100 meters down. It really hurts to see relatives 'go away' one by one... and all in a matter of a few months. I dread it when I read such news. It's something we don't want to hear but we just have to accept.

May your soul rest in peace Papa B.

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
Though we are screaming inside oh we can't be heard...